There's a robin in here...but I had a really hard time getting a good shot. Can you see her?
It is such a different life being a parent. Have you seen the show "Parenthood"? It is good. It represents a lot of what I'm starting to feel. Before Micah, I felt as if my husband and I had similar roles...obviously we have our God-given roles...but we shared everything...chores, dinner duty, paychecks, workdays. I had my career, he had his, then we had do-what-ever-we-want time and it was great. Now, I cannot separate my life from Micah. He is factored into everything that I do...even my work. I cannot work without thinking of who will provide childcare and making sure I have enough food packed for him. My husband still proceeds with life as it was before. Of course, I know that Micah has affected his life...but our roles are just different. This isn't a bad thing. I'm not complaining. It is just a realization of something that I knew was coming. And, let me emphasize...I love it. It's just a different season. The past few days have been tough beause baby boy was sick...and so was mommy...and daddy worked late so I wasn't too optimistic about it all. However...it's a new day.
Also, for some reason I've had a Caedmon's Call song stuck in my head called "Ballad of San Francisco". It's pretty catchy. Love that band...too bad Derek Webb left.